I knew once I would start, that it would this way. SO i did it anyway, and now I dont care. As long as I am losing weight I dont care. Spending all the money on the food I do care about, so I steal as much as I can. But I dont have motivation to stop my recent bingeing and purging habits. I jsut freaking ordered a pizza. And I will chew and spit and purge and enjoy myself. I will also be productive with my homework.
I am so screwed in the head. And I am sick of, not any of you, but those I run into on campus commenting on how good I look. I hate it.
My time will come. It will come. I will be back at 113, then 110 then under 100 in no time, watch out yos
good luck, its a new year sweetie! we can be as thin as we want to be!
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