Friday, January 1, 2010
New year equals fresh start. So far I am doing great. Went out with a double bang and them some last night, drinking and dancing with ole girl pals in my college town. Had a little fling on the side with some lovely cuddle time (happens to be my best friends male roommate..haha). It was a blast last night. I rocked a dress, guys bought me drinks and danced the new year away with me. The later equals males do in fact find me attractive and pleasant and sexy and cute. I need validation nights like last night every so often. Pictures will be posted later. Several of my group that went out for new years said that since I've put on a few pounds I look really good. And I trust their word. But when I got on the scale this am at Katie's house, it read 116lbs! Seriously, so I am not sure if I have in fact lost weight or its just her scale. I will of course check it in the am at my parents place (where I am living btw).
New start equals fresh start. Food wise and eating disorder wise, fresh start is implied. I haven't purged today! And I have eaten little meals through out the day. Day one= success!
New Year Resolutions/Goals
Thou shall not steal
Thou shall not purge via self induced vomiting
Thou shall run a marathon
Thou shall eat more locally grown food
Thou shall limit meat from diet
Thou shall pay back my parents one fourth of sum of loaned money
Thou shall graduate from University
Thou shall weigh 94lbs