maybe if i actually went to the gym... i have been just so f***ing busy. I think this is the first, other day my 78min class that i am sitting down. i think I got everything done today, homework wise that I needed to. I am in over my head, all of a sudden too. It didnt help that I started work today, had orientation and before friday i have to complete 20 modules. It doesnt seem too hard, and I get paid for the time it takes me to complete all the reading.. but still. another major thing added to the list. I just need to get through this week. After that, I think I am going to be ok. I can survive this week, as hell as it is.
I dont want to cancel on deanna tomorrow, but I have too. I have to take a phone call at that time, and I need to prep for the practicum.. sorry girl.
Take a deep breathe. I am not perfect. I can get it all done, I always do. I'm ok... and I am safe. Goodnight