well fuck..

purged twice, and purposefully ate at my brothers knowing that I can just purge it... fuck

try again tomorrow

I will stay purge free.

I, Robin, will resist the temptations to purge , sunday the 14th, the whole day in its entirety. And when I do so for three days, I shall reward myself a new song off of Itunes. I can do this. 

I want to go to therapy group on wed, and thursday, and be able to honestly say that I was purge free for a period of time. I can not keep purging. It can not be my easy cop out. What can I do to stop it! To convince myself to stop it.

I will always lose another lb by friday.

goodnight