Sunday, February 15, 2009

Sunday... oh sunday

plain and simple. I wait to weigh. I took laxatives. Shame on me. And my throat is outrageous sore from all the purging. I am going to try my best to give it a rest. My little reward if i can go all sunday without purging is an espresso drink on monday. So how am I going to do it? My weakness is working and not eating enough. And then I am at work, bored, and there is food and chocolate everywhere. Disaster strikes. And every resident has a bathroom so purging is so available.  If I can get to work purge free and then not purge at work, and then I need to get home and not purge, then I can get an espresso drink while I am studying. 

On good notes, I have stuck to my guns and not spent any money so far this weekend. I am cleaning my apartment tomorrow, will enjoy my monday day off from everything, and will go for a run tomorrow weather permitting, and workout again on monday. If I can just do the few chores and little things for myself, I will be a happy camper.

just dont purge Robin, just dont do it. Think of the weight loss. You need 111, and 110. You need it. So dont purge. 


  1. I have faith. Just think about how AWESOME it will feel when you get to check off "Feb 20=110lbs" from your list!

    Take care of yourself.

  2. You can do it! Or rather, not do it...

  3. residents? wow, we are so alike we might even be doing the same job!

    i try to purge at work sometimes, but it isnt always that quiet... actually i'm having a hard time purging period