Sunday, February 8, 2009


just got home from work and climbed straight into bed. I have a long week ahead of me.  I know I will get through it, I always do. I always manage to get my homework completed, and tests accomplished. Its just nerve wrecking, and I am feeling all the stress right about now. I feel behind all of a sudden. And the pressure is on. Midterms, and half way through the quarter. So, I should be feeling what I am I guess. And it will pass, and then come, and then pass again. And then I will start a whole new quarter and... whoa there. Thats where I am stopping because I can feel my anxiety rising and coming to a boiling point. I am going to go sleep, and take on Monday as it comes. One day at time...

600calories for today
and I slept in too, so the only walking I did was at work. 


  1. Do you ever feel like you restrict, restrict, restrict, and exercise a ton, your clothes get looser but your weight stays exactly put--you can't lose an ounce?!! I feel like I look thinner but the scale stays. How do you break through a plateau when you're already eating next to nothing?!?!?

  2. I feel like you epitomize what I would be if I hadn't started smoking weed.

    That's not a bad thing! Sometimes I wish I were still type A... It is nerve-wracking and annoying, but you accomplish so much! I feel I don't accomplish things anymore....

    anyhow. Good luck with everything! TAke deep breaths :]