Life is worth contemplating aloud... aye?
just me being me, talking aloud, and at ease knowing that I can relate and be related to by others. Accountability is everything
Sunday, February 8, 2009
just got home from work and climbed straight into bed. I have a long week ahead of me. I know I will get through it, I always do. I always manage to get my homework completed, and tests accomplished. Its just nerve wrecking, and I am feeling all the stress right about now. I feel behind all of a sudden. And the pressure is on. Midterms, and half way through the quarter. So, I should be feeling what I am I guess. And it will pass, and then come, and then pass again. And then I will start a whole new quarter and... whoa there. Thats where I am stopping because I can feel my anxiety rising and coming to a boiling point. I am going to go sleep, and take on Monday as it comes. One day at time...
600calories for today
and I slept in too, so the only walking I did was at work.
I am an easy going college gal, with issues around food and dieting, talking and sharing, finding comfort in that others can relate. I tell it like it is, in my own words. I am almost finished with college after time off to deal with my ED, but I am once again back in treatment(#4). I am in college to be a special education teacher. My ideal job is to teach to the pediatrics on the inpatient mental health ward. 5'5 1/2 is the height. Losing weight was my game thru purging and restricting.I'd love to hear from you!