Life is worth contemplating aloud... aye?
just me being me, talking aloud, and at ease knowing that I can relate and be related to by others. Accountability is everything
Tuesday, March 31, 2009
woke up weird
i woke up with a nasty cold. But I feel like something bad happened to me last night and that I had angels with me. Its really hard to explain the feelinging. Last night a bad cold, flu like thing emerged in me and I kept waking in the middle of the night. Dont have much memory of the night, but I just feel like someone was with me, in my room. kinda of freaked but comforting at the same time.
I havent eaten anything but coffee so far today. I did go to the gym for a half hour but burned only 250cals. I am going to try and go again after my evening class for another half hour.
I am an easy going college gal, with issues around food and dieting, talking and sharing, finding comfort in that others can relate. I tell it like it is, in my own words. I am almost finished with college after time off to deal with my ED, but I am once again back in treatment(#4). I am in college to be a special education teacher. My ideal job is to teach to the pediatrics on the inpatient mental health ward. 5'5 1/2 is the height. Losing weight was my game thru purging and restricting.I'd love to hear from you!