Life is worth contemplating aloud... aye?
just me being me, talking aloud, and at ease knowing that I can relate and be related to by others. Accountability is everything
Wednesday, March 25, 2009
i really really really fucked up... ignore my last post, bc shit... i did it at home. Im starting to think it hopeless for me to even try. I seem powerless when i am in those ED moments. I just want to be Ana again
note to self- ask mom for 20.54 for gas today
on the positive note: I have been working really hard on my board and paper that goes with it.
I am an easy going college gal, with issues around food and dieting, talking and sharing, finding comfort in that others can relate. I tell it like it is, in my own words. I am almost finished with college after time off to deal with my ED, but I am once again back in treatment(#4). I am in college to be a special education teacher. My ideal job is to teach to the pediatrics on the inpatient mental health ward. 5'5 1/2 is the height. Losing weight was my game thru purging and restricting.I'd love to hear from you!