today so far is a much better day then yesterday

I skipped the therapy appt... opps to sleeping in, but I went to coffee with the prof, and gave her one of my scales in exchange for her paying half of the registration for for an educational event coming up. I did sorta agree to not go under 110lbs, but well see...... I'm still planning on losing weight, she just doesn't need to be in the know how.

I weighed in at 112lbs this am

going to work in a bit, and my sister leaves today homebound. I work all weekend, so Ill visit my parents later in the week, tuesday or wednesday

I think I am going to quit work or at least ask for different hours for next spring quarter. It also is just really hard to control my bingeing and purging there. I enjoy it enough, just yea. Or at least ask for day shift during the summer. I am hoping to be house manager during summer, make a little more money per hour. 

ok... my stomach is really hurting, fuck laxatives

Goal today is to keep intake under 500calories:

2c bean sprouts

4 large white mushrooms

2c chopped broccoli

1 carrot

6c shredded ice berg lettuce

2c spinach leaves

10 sprays of dressing spritzer

1/2c with peel cucumber

3 shots of espresso

6c brewed coffee black

seasonings

medium apple with peel

= 378 so far

whoa_ its pay day!!!!