Life is worth contemplating aloud... aye?
just me being me, talking aloud, and at ease knowing that I can relate and be related to by others. Accountability is everything
Tuesday, September 22, 2009
i fucking binged and purged twice today in a 3 hour period. no money spent, but I feel like crap. i fucking through myself a pity party. treatment is referring me to higher level of care b/c i am losing weight and not following my meal plan, or rules i guess.
I am an easy going college gal, with issues around food and dieting, talking and sharing, finding comfort in that others can relate. I tell it like it is, in my own words. I am almost finished with college after time off to deal with my ED, but I am once again back in treatment(#4). I am in college to be a special education teacher. My ideal job is to teach to the pediatrics on the inpatient mental health ward. 5'5 1/2 is the height. Losing weight was my game thru purging and restricting.I'd love to hear from you!
Poor you... I really feel for you. I am trying to recover myself and I feel like its such a disapointment when I give in to my "old" habits :(
ReplyDeleteDon't worry, we'll get through this...
Love Cille